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[17 Jul 2002|06:04pm] everytime I get back up someone knocks me down will you lay here forever?

[06 May 2002|09:21pm] Ignoring promises unkept such beautifully carelessness never stayed nevermind that stinging feeling close your eyes and wash it all away cut my eyes don't stop when I say stop mesmerised by, dark, but nevermind, nevermind. Coldened room I shiver on your words flowing carelessness never stayed I'd swear on gods you were the one until the moments you gave away... all away. Cut my eyes don't stop when I say mesmerised by, nothing, but nevermind, nevermind. Cut my eyes don't stop when I say no mesmerised by, your razor's cold. But nevermind, nevermind. Everyday, ignore. I'm haunted with your words and carelessness will never stay forever is a year too long with you. will you lay here forever?

[23 Dec 2001|02:14pm] "it's hard to stay mad when there is so much beauty in the world" will you lay here forever?

[21 Dec 2001|10:26pm] sometimes you need to start with something new, not forget the old.. but look at life from another view. i aspire to look at life with emotion rather than numbness. i don't particularly care to stay so frozen at this point. will you lay here forever?

[03 Nov 2001|07:42pm] "you shatter me your grip on me a hold on me so dull it kills you stifle me infectious sense of hopelessness and prayers for rain i suffocate i breathe in dirt and nowhere shines but desolate and drab the hours all spent on killing time again all waiting for the rain you fracture me your hands on me a touch so plain so stale it kills you strangle me entangle me in hopelessness and prayers for rain i deteriorate i live in dirt and nowhere glows but drearily and tired the hours all spent on killing time again all waiting for the rain" will you lay here forever?

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